Hey dolls this is a private entry ! just for friends mwah

sometimes we rekindle & thats ok

so i talked to my ex best friend after almost 3 years today. i loved it. it was like rereading your favorite book or a favoriate song from your childhood. i think besides any family this is the most complicated relationship I’ve ever had. i love her, I’ve hated her, I’ve envied her, im attracted to her, drawn to her, I’ve feared her and protected her it’s COMPLICATED but it’s not. it’s really fucking simple. i think we’re meant to be friends, I’ve had so many friends through high school but none like her. there were so many moments i knew she’d understand when others didn’t or times i wish I could’ve called her for support or even just to joke around. the short lived sexual portion of our relationship doesn’t even bother me, plus now that I’ve had more experience and the absence, making my heart grow fonder id fuck her rather silly and never wanna date. or not sex it on i don’t care i just really enjoy talking to her and calling with her reminded me why i loved her so much in the first place i just love being around her and one knows me as well as she does. Like NO ONE she gets me in a way i couldn't begin to explain to someone who's not her. Anyways i'm excited to see what this brings forth byee